Hello and good evening to everyone!
Life up to this point has become very interesting for good and worse.

The Good Stuff:
I'm finally getting my cd/dvd drive replaced!! Can't wait to be able to watch cds again And I'm going to finally now be able to buy a new external laptop fan so my laptop wont get overheated and crash when i have big programs open. I swear I spend half of my money on this laptop u_u.

I now have time to work on and finish many art projects, so expect a lot this coming month

Finally got a really good paying job babysitting alzheimer patients (both of my grandparents.....). So happy to finally have money coming in again Hopefully I'll accumulate enough for an apartment and schooling. ^^

Got a new pony!

The Bad Stuff:

I have been scarred for life due to babysitting grandparents with Alzheimers. Sry must rant about it to get some stress out of my system. u_u For the past 2 weeks I've been staying in my grandparent's house taking care of Grandpa while Grandma was in the hospital (She somehow ran the truck over her foot. -___- ). Grandpa is almost to the last stage of Alzheimers and will most likely be in a nursing home at the end of the month _{i sure hope so....} He's getting impossible to take care of and I think he's gotten worse over the 2 weeks i've been her. Makes me sad cause I don't think he really knows who I am anymore. sigh but... He's absolutely driving my aunt and I freaking crazy!! He's one of those stubborn angry ones. grrrr and now that Grandma is back it's worse! I swear those 2 gang up and cause havoc. I'm losing my mind and seeing things one my age never wants to see x_x I'm so mentally exhausted and stressed. It's hard for me to do anything right now and my appetite is hiding. _{The beast needs to come back >.<}

It's so nice to have some of the people from church come feed us dinner I thank them with all my heart for taking their time with my grandparents. God bless them

Luckily on weekends I get to go home somewhere else. My sanctuaries as I call them now. Never before have I wanted to talk to my mom over the phone so badly. She's really truely worried about me this time. u_u Can't wait to go home this weekend and cuddle with my pug and let all my stress go for a couple days.

Awwwwwwwww so cute I miss her so much can't wait to see her this weekend when I go home!


My new brown pony!!!! Ain't she gorgeous?!